memoRIess!!

2010-04-13T23:20:00.003+08:00

overduess pics...

the days we were tgt..

party party world=)

taohuay day=)

2010-04-05T23:07:00.002+08:00

5 april 2010!

the celebration of the fifth=)

1 yr 6mth...

had a great dinner today..

really full to the max=)

stomach as big as a balloon.. ahhaha...

hope u did enjoy the days out tgt..

and hope u hav a wonderful dinner ya..

sorry didnt went to the place that u wanted (pizza hut)

eat too much chicken!!

had chickens for my 3 meal today..

till im coughing like hell....

anyway happy happy=)

lets me up soon again.

take care=))

smile like this=))))

2010-03-20T23:48:00.003+08:00

Im trying so hard...

but i see the result...

why cant i have a good day tonight?

its owas been damage...

im totally stressful..

problems keep coming nonstop..

how i wish i could jus stop..

i need some comfort...

im gonna go crazy like soon..

i dun even express the feeling that im having now..

maybe the feeling could nv be able to expree into words...

i hope you understand!

2010-03-19T22:45:00.002+08:00

its gonna be another end of the day..

and its also a another stressful day i had at work today...

how am i going to overcome it again and again..

i know it would nv end...

its jus a headach to me..

how mani time will i hav to cry bcos of the stress im taking..

the loads of papersss and app that im doin now?

im gonna be crazy..

muscle is growing on my right hand...

and its gonna be unbalance! hahha

writing hundredssss of application form,

rubbing hundrenssss of application form...

skipping my lunch everyday,

from the moments that i step into my office till the time hit 7pm..

nonstop, prob skippin toilet breaks...

i felt so crazy!!

im gonna be a workerholic rather den a shoperholic...

all the best to me..

and i hope i could actually enjoy my weekend and RELAX to the fullest!=)

may you by my side..=)

2010-03-18T22:56:00.002+08:00

hi ppl!

i have like neglected my blog again.. and this is seem veri long...
had actually no time to blog since i have started work...
everyday same routine... back at home like 10pm..
get myself bath and stuff and off to bed..

but tis time round...
that someone ask mi to blog everyday starting from today...
so no choice i have to.. =))

anyway let hope she will really be fren with you again..
and nt like nw...
i know u are feeling like sad...
i know u wish you could actually be her best fren and even close to her...
so jus wish tgt ok?=)

and i off to bed le!
goodnite guys=)
had a great day 2moro..
nitess..

2010-02-16T16:41:00.002+08:00

is everything come to an end?

jus cos i went to club tat night?

to you im SUCK!

u jus dun care...

see how i actually care...

u dun know..

u jus think im wrong!

u had nv feel for me..

and nw..

u had say it out...

i can do nth..

i cant hold t back..

and its a FULL STOP..

nv to be continue..

take care alright?

live ur life with happiness!

misses you so much!!

2010-02-07T23:38:00.002+08:00

the first time we quarrel bcos of clothings!

and its jus a dress...

the thing is im nt showing my boobs or wat..

its jus my back! and its nt the whole back...

u dun even know how the dress is like

and u choose to quarrel..

and why nt when im showing my boob u say mi?

i jus cant understand you..

u are not like this before..

i jus get scolded bcos of you!

and u can jus say u are nth to me..

its hurt..

if i think so..

i wont do all this thing anymore!

and u jus scolded me for nth..

i did nt do anything or say anything..

im being accuse!

im jus HURT!!

2010-02-05T00:18:00.003+08:00

and its the THIRD night and its gonna be the last night...

and i will be seeing you 2moro!!!

tonight on leave..

acc mum out to shopp..

went bugis today...

mit daddy thre too..

have our lunch and shopping..

brought some new yr thingy...

and went to get some beautiful flowers...

decor by the florist there...

and its cost $48...

after tat headed to OG...

mummy wanted to get wallet...

so went to BONIA to get her wallet..

and its a gift from daddy...

saw a bag from carolRino..

and it cost 200 plus...

daddy say he will get for me!!

but nw havin double though...

whether to get this or coach?

after payment, daddy has to go..

so mummy and me went to get new yr decor

and lastly...

PILLOW AND BOLSTER..

big deal for the pillow..

actual price was $99

and we are getting it at onli $19.90!!!

hands full of things to carry..

so decided to cab home...

went home to watch dvd for like 2 hr...

but i fall aslp half way...

and woke up at 8pm...

so went to np to have dinner...

but ended up we went shopping first..

brought clothings at cotton on...

mum too!

2set each...

spend around $100 over at clothing.. hahahhaha...

and lastly mummy heels..

and had our dinner at macdonald=))

home sweet home...

day out with mummy was great..

but we are tired!!

2010-02-04T00:12:00.002+08:00

the second night...

im all alone at home tonight...
i'm feeling so lonely nw..
feeling so alone in the house...
oning music louding...
listening alone...

i dunno what to do...
i jus feeling so afraid!
i dun like the feelin where im alone at home...
i feel so unsecure...
afraid this and that..

can anyone be home soon!!!
i really need someone to be home nw=(

2 more days to go!!!

2010-02-03T00:02:00.002+08:00

its the first night tat u are not here...

it started to be not use to it...

mind thinking of you..

couldn get to bed,

as im worry..

u have nt even call or sms me till nw..

are u aslp?

im soon be slping too..

tired,

how am i goin to be like this few days?

but i know it will past fast!!!!

and i cant wait to see you again..

goodnightss

and we shall mit in our gaga land=)

slp tight.

IMISSYOU=(

2010-01-25T01:05:00.002+08:00

are jus dun understand me!

im feeling so boredd=(

somehow u doesnt know wat i want from you..

where time goes by, i feel its so tasteless..

when will i be seeing rainbow after rain?

2010-01-22T00:49:00.002+08:00

IVP FINALS!!

went down to NTU straight after work..

mit apple and grace den headed down tgt...

saw bekah april franc and fren..

match was quite exciting..

finally ITE WON!!

everything ended like 10pm?

amanda drove us to hav dinner at thomas...

after tat home sweet home...

but b4 i reach home..

APPLLE threw something on mi,

but i jus heck care.

and she jus throw onto my body..

and ya. i jus gt a shock!!

she brought me my fav havaniese!

thanks apple!!

with lots of love from me!!

i jus cant believe tat u actually went to buy...

somehow quiet surprise..

thank anyway...

it jus fit mi!!

2010-01-16T18:14:00.003+08:00

its weekends again!!
but it jus pass so fast...
my sat is going to end soon...
miting kimmy at my place for pedicure!!
after tat TAOHUAY!!
finally after so long we had our taohuay session again...
happy happy=))

mitin amanda and grace for dinner at taste of thailand..
miss the pineapple rice and lots of yummy food...
salivating!!!

waitin for appletey to wash her toilet and a bath!!

2010-01-14T00:28:00.003+08:00

same routine everyday..

wake up at 8.30am...

reach office at 10am...

till 5.30 or 6pm..

went back to mit her for dinner and back to home...

how i wish i have 48hr a day..

how i wish i have time for you everyday..

how i wish i could spend more time with you rather then jus having dinner=(

im sorry tat i have neglected you...

im sorry tat i cant able to keep u company at night

when im so tired and fall aslp so easily..

i hope you understand mi...

how i wish i could be ur side everynight..

wher i could hug you to slp...

first to saw when i woke up...

i miss you so much!

i jus cant bear to see u walk away infront of me..

i jus cant bear to leave you...

i love you baby!

its gonna be another day again!!

goodnight everyone!

sweetdreams,hugs

nt forgeting!!!

HAPPI 21ST BIRTHDAE FRANCINE=)

2010-01-08T00:16:00.004+08:00

after so long... finally i went to cut my hair!

much more better,, i dun feel the weight tat im holding on=)

kind of nt satisfied of the result..

i wanted to be short.. really short like this..

but i jus couldnt bear and dare...

so decided to jus trim my hair..

and im angry...

my trim becomes like this..=(

but most of them say it look nicer.. lols...

most prob i will be goin to the salon to cut again!!

final decision!

should i???

2010-01-03T00:27:00.003+08:00

Its 2010..

things is getting out of hand...

its jus the sec and third day and i hav cry for you...

and we have been qurreling again..

and after soooooo long....

nw i started to cry back again...

i really dun understand...

am i nt understanding?

im trying really hard...

can u see it...???????

why am i owas been said tat way?

u are still nt satisfied with mi:(

i dun like the way u treat mi..

why am i nt pamper by u when im sad or down..

and why its the other way round?

im making things back and u dun seem to know it...

are u feeling veri good, to show mi ur attitude when im sad?

are u happy? maybe u are..

u make the choice, u said it..

and ~~Its over!~~=(

all i need a concern from you!

where is ur concern

i really need!=(

2009-12-24T00:41:00.003+08:00

Im kinda sad!!!

why am i owas the one who wanted something and couldnt get it...

really try searching so hard and sacrific and yet i still lose the chance..

its owas that little thingy that can be fulfill..

and its owas wat i wanted and wish,

its was that few step to fulfill but ended up with DISAPPOINTMENT

i really wish that i could have it...

but it seem like no chance, maybe next time..

anyway i have try my best..

but im still so sorry about it..

i tried my best,im disappoint

2009-12-18T00:53:00.002+08:00

had a long day in office...

finally had a dinner with handsome..

a day out with chiamin and her gf=)

nice to mit them...

had our dinner at marina square pizzahut=)

and some chat and stuff

and home sweet home..

smiley??

2009-12-16T01:33:00.002+08:00

its always so mean and really mean...

and i doubt you know how it feel..

its not the first time...

but its all kept inside my heart...

but how i wish you could think before saying anything out..

your words doesnt make mi happy...

i know im nt perfect for you, and might not be able to be wat u wan...

but i have tried my best and put all e effort into it..

and i really appreciated if you could understand...

how i wish i could be the one beside you evey moment, but i know i cant...

2009-12-13T01:51:00.002+08:00

Had my day out with kimmy,jess and handsomee=))

acc kimmy to get her stuff,

and kunch at mac..

SEAWEED SHAKER FRIESS!!

im craving for shaker fries...

yummy...

walk around northpoint till evening..

den handsome and i decided to catch a movie at amk..

couples retreat....

show is quite nice and bit laughing session... lols

its worth watching...

esp when u saw the EDEN RESORT...

its like omg...

its sooooo beautiful and wonderful island...

so feel like going!!!!

how i wish i could go...

enjoying the beautiful scenery,and the clear blue sea...

shall dreammss....

2009-12-05T21:32:00.003+08:00

the love that we use to have is longer here anymore..

the way we love each other,

the things that we shared,

the laughter that we had,

the happiness that we once had is all no longer appearing...

what we had its sadness

emotionally...

when can i find back the lovess and the happiness we use to have?

flashing back the time...

playing in the bed jus like two monkeys climbin on each others, tickerling and the loud laughter..

going wild wild wild..

as crazy as we can

when will i be able to see the smiless again..

im still searching for that SMILES!

2009-12-03T23:16:00.003+08:00

after so many daysss of hard work...

i feel like giving myself a REST!

seriously....

have been busy everyday,

doing my work in office...

piless of application is still awaiting mi=(

I FEEL LIKE GIVING MYSELF SOME PAMPERING! =))

SHOPPING HOLIDAY!!!!

but will u mind acc mi

2009-11-29T22:20:00.003+08:00

it turns out to be my fault again!
right?
i have waited for ur call/msg
and i dun receive any from u=(

and i really at fault?
why it owas turn out t mi instead of u?
im sad over hearing the thing u ans mi jus nw..
u dun feel the hurts and sadness of mi..
and turn out u r angry...

im really ~~SPEECHLESS!~~

2009-11-24T23:40:00.002+08:00

sorry for neglecting my blog AGAIN for soooo long...
kinda lazy to blog my stuff out...

lots of partyy happening..
and its all OVERDUE!! =)
piccs and funss...

gonna update when im really free
shall update our "CUTE BABY" birthdae celebration
"FABIAN's "birthdae
and "AMANDA "21th birthdaee=))

anyway i gt my new job in UOB...
and it was my second day there,
and i feel the STRESSs
how am i going to survive?
hopefully i wish i could=)

sad thingy happen out of sudden!
and really make my mood nw nw nw=(
it really make mi HATE you alot alot alot
and for the REST OF MY LIFE can!!
u really ruin my life, u spoil everything that i wanted, u make my life so MISERABLE nw and yet u are happily enjoying ur life out there..
i jus wish tat i could nv know u in my life,
and jus get out of my life, and i dun wishhhh to see u on my sight!

and those tupid UNCLES!
they are really such a busybody can...
hey pls, whoever is a short hair gal and claim that its was my gf!
F off la. its 21 century ok?
den if like tat i shall find a long hair gf and u UNCLES will jus shut ur mouth la...

den why nt i cut my hair short and hanging with gals and why nt go tell my mum tat im tomboy la...
jus sOoo STUPID!
u UNCLES jus like the spy of my mum,
every single place i go u guy will know!

jus spoil my mood today
and im trying nt to think sooo mcuh nw=(

2009-11-12T11:50:00.002+08:00

do u know ur words jus hurts?
and u jus say mi wrongly!
u jus dun understands.
and u know i will be missing u so much
and yet u say mi differently=(
u know hw much i could put into you..
and u jus say its totally a change in mi?

do u know the reason?
everyday so await for u!
but ended up quarrel.
and that why we are nt meeting.
and why i owas hav to giv in to be the first to call u?
i cant feel it!

urs image jus keep appearing on my mind every sec every min!
u jus dun know how i missed u..
and how i wish u could giv mi a call..

my heart jus hurts..

2009-11-08T01:21:00.006+08:00

picss in bangkok!
im loving it...=)
really so fun...
but its seem i hav nt gotten enough.. hahahah...

2009-11-03T21:44:00.003+08:00

Hello!!

im back from my bangkok trip=)

having great fun over there..

shoppng al day long...

everyday without fail!

brought really lots of stuff from there...

luaggage full of thingy.

but 2 bags!

think weight 20 over kg!

shall update more soon with piccs!!

2009-10-24T23:55:00.002+08:00

i had my life most uncomfortable things happens...
sick sick sick!
not jus havin fever but high fever!

and this how it started everything...
on monday midnight, when i was slping..
i feel a sudden coldssssssssssss...
and feeling really cold, goosebum on and on..
both my hand was numb!
and i was coverin my blanket, wearing 2 jackets.
and the numb doesnt goes off...
for like 3 hours!
and the next moment high fever...
went to doctor in the morning...
and i was really really weak...

38.5 degree....
after seeing doc, home and rest.. after eating med, its 38 degree.. slightly decrease...
(thanks for the company and being there for mi)

slp and slp and slp..
midnight sudden DIARRHOEA!!
and die...
felling dame sucks...
whatever i eat i diarrhoea out..
even its jus 2 mouth of mee, a mouth of water, havin my med, or not even havin anything!!!
totally weak, no strenght cant even walk pro..
jus lying dow on bed and slp..
to the toilet...
and its like fever plus diarrohoea

so the next day wen to doc again!!!
i hate=(
i dun like med..
arrrr...
its real dame sickening if u see mi eat med! hahaha.. (hor???)

and im recovering!!!
after 5 days...
4 days of mc....
and i can eat wat i want!! hahahhaha..

having fun last night=)
i miss the night that we spend!

2009-10-12T22:19:00.005+08:00

i told myself to leave...

i told myself to stop thinkin of you..

i told myself not to see you again

i told myself that i wan to forget you

BUT i jus cant do it!!!!

i jus hate myself for being so weak.

why am i doing all this?

why am i being so softhearted..

why cant u understand me better

i cry for you again.

i shouldnt hav care wat u say

i shouldnt bother

i dunno why im so easily contented.

im jus being super duber weak!

maybe i should listen to what you say..

problems unsolved

ineedyou
imsorr, iknow i shouldnt have ask you

2009-10-10T19:38:00.005+08:00

after a long time finally we mit up...

(bitches)

its 101009=)

we mit up early in the morning like 7 plus to sentosa!

nt a day for us...

the moment we reach..

heavy down pour!=(

waiting for rain to stop...

but there wasnt any sun!!

so decided to bath

and headed to some nice and fun place..

turtle and tortoise muesum!

anyway lets have some flash back and see what hav i been doing lately...

past few day hav been workin and working..

after work straight home...

but have some mit up with kimmy and dominic to movie..

was our first 3D movies tgt at amk hub=)

wasnt really that 3D la...

nt that nice too...

went over to kimmy place to book our flight to BANGKOK!!

awaiting for it!

=) counting down!

overnight at her place...

having our crazy pic shots tgt middle of the night at 3am!! hahahha

2009-10-05T01:11:00.002+08:00

do u know wat date izzit nw?
remember?

its sad that we actually didnt make it through this special day!
but at least we hav been through the past few months..
and thats satisfied!

had not been seeing you...
and wat i can do is to miss you in my heart...
imissyou!

5/10/08
remembering this days...

2009-09-26T22:49:00.002+08:00

i know everything has to be settle soon...
i dun wish to drag...
and pls listen to wat i say..
jus go ahead alright..

i will be fine!
dun worry!
i know u hav been worryin bout mi..
but jus go!!!!
i know u wanted this long if nt u will feel regret....

I Will Always Love You ( 我永远爱你)
If I should stay I would only be in your way
So I'll go,
but I know I'll think of you every step of the way
And I will always love you

I will always love you You, my darling you
Bitter sweet memories
That is all I'm taking with me
So goodbye, please don't cry
We both know I'm not what you need
And I will always love you
I will always love you
accompaniment(伴奏)
I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you dreamed off
And I wish to you joy and happiness
But above all this
I wish to you love
And I will always love you
I will always love you!

2009-09-24T11:54:00.002+08:00

sometime its so hard to stay tgt u see...
why am im suffering...
after a long day of work..
and i jus hope tat we could have a little rest or stuff..
but it owas turn to be upside down!!
why why why..
its really tiring...
u dun seem tat im tired and stuff
u think im enjoying working so hard for the seek of NTH?
cant u jus appreciate mi..
i jus wan to be happy whenever im with u..
but why its seem so hard..
really hav lots of conflict!

i so wish tat i could hug u and have a little chat..
but u jus into tat thingy game...
and nt bothering mi..
everyday awaiting for the time to end work..
so wish i could jus stop working and be wit u..
quickly cabbed back to ur place...
went to buy some snack for u, scared u wanted to have some..
but NO im WORNG!!
and it jus wasted and into BINS!

i so wish tat i could be by ur side whenever u need mi..
i know u doesnt like it when i went out to club..
i dun want it too!
but cos of u i choose to go...
but do u know its u who are making all this out?
pls think of mi!
i really need concern!
can u feel it like wat i do?

nt even a msg and call!
and u choose it this way..
when i need u, will u be there for mi?
when u need mi, am i there for u?
THINK!

2009-09-22T00:12:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
but your presence still lingers her...
and There's just too much that time cannot erase
And I held your hand through all of these months
being there for you
I'd wipe away all of your tears, When you cried
When you touch me my heart melts
And everything you did wrong I forgive
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

But I wish there was a way
You could feel my love each day
I've nothing else to give you
To remember me by
Just a song I made in my heart
So you'll know though we're apart..

If ever I say I love you baby
Will you ever understand me?
I figured out a way this feeling
For quite a while it's you I'm dreaming
Whenever I think of you there's one thing I wish
You're thinking of me too I guess
I hope you understand why
That's why I'm gonna give it one more try

2009-09-20T23:09:00.003+08:00

a day out with kimmy, cai and cheng..
to celebrate kimmy advance birthdae!!

had sakae sushi at bugis junction...
thanks for the treats!!=))

everything ended like 10 plus.
den train back to yishun...
but kimmy and i decided to walked back to our place.
to mac...
chatted like till 12 plus
as we hav to go back...
so cabbed back home..
as its like few blk away from the mac but i still take the cab back..
cos its darky and scary!!

back home bath
and went over to bitch's place!

THAILAND TRIP!!!=))

photo soon..

2009-09-17T00:05:00.006+08:00

I never felt nothing in the world like this before ,and nv do anything like this before
Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing you would come back through my door ,walking in ur door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I'm all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears keep runnin' down my face

running through every moments!
Why did you turn away?So why does your pride make you run and hide

Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be right?

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

i jus cant leave without you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
and im gonna be crazy too

(When) Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby

What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me?
You're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying alone!!

Baby why can't we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you're telling me it won't be enough

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

If it takes the rest of my life I will still be waitin for you

baby!

I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you
I'll be waiting ....

and ur pleasant is still lingering here

and this is going to be true!

2009-09-15T13:29:00.005+08:00

i gt my new spec!!

red with black frame

and wat the worst is...

i found out someone has the similar spec as mi..

omg!!

its when after seeing some picc tat we took! lols...

coincidence sia!

went shopping ytd wit mummy=)

had alot alot of stuff..

but there wasnt anymore time to shop!!

still lot of places didnt went to..

gt lots of stuff from daiso=)

ALWAYS $2

after shopping

headed to had our dinner!!

so FULL FULL FULLL!!

had an early nitex ytd!

im tired...

jus seem tat we are drifting

2009-09-14T01:50:00.003+08:00

im BACK
from my long weekend "CHALET" lols
wat a wonderful resting and relaxing=)

and it MONDAY 2moro!!!!!!=((
back to WORK! im tired..
but no choice have to work and earn money...
jiayou ber!=)

i know u are happy after that wonderful dream ya!
is that what u really want?

dbl o pic on 100909..
first clubbin with them!

more in my FB!=D

2009-09-12T00:43:00.002+08:00

and its FRI!!!

and im off today...

photo will be uploaded!!

went dbl o with april and guys ytd...

is my first time that i went clubbin with the group..=)

went breakfast over at yishun..

reached home at 6am

tired...

and have to wake up at 11 plus...

mitin ADE LAU!!

its been long i see her...

finally she's back tgt with her gf from aust..

after her graduation..

but will be going back on mon...

dunno when will i be seeing her again..

prob flying over to mit her? hahahahha..

ok.....

anyway i gt my ICE CREAM from CUTE LIL PEN!! lols...

thanks so much...

was nice!

yummy..

but tupid her finished up the heart shape de lo...

(ice cream is nt for you!!

and u jus simply happpily eat all the heart shape)

and its my turn to make for u ok?=))

had movies for the past few days!

p.s. pls drink more water pls!

2009-09-07T10:36:00.004+08:00

finally CHOMP CHOMP again on the 5th sep 09...
had a great time..
enjoying those foods that we had order...
yummy=) but couldnt finish it...
as usual left over food.. hahahha...

walking with our big stomach to the bus stop...
and to amk for a walk...
brought a top which she had choosen for mi=)

homeessss=))

as i couldnt blog ytd..
cos my laptop is with her..
lent it to her as the laptop could acc her while im in my dreamland..
(as she owas couldnt slp, and im nt there to acc her)
couldnt acc her late cos im tired... and have to wake up for work the next day..

but who know i'm WRONG!
after putting my laptop over there..
she didnt slp for the whole night!
happily playing her game...=))
(happily playing onli huh)

call from her in the morning 7.15am..
she sound awake...
den asked her..
u nv slp the whole night?
den her reply..
hahaha.. yup..
was playing the game till nw.. jus off the laptop.. lol..

so she acc mi chat on the phone till i reach yck..
but she insist to chat till i reached my office..
but i didnt want..
cos she tired!!
so ask her to hang first..
den she went to slp!

goodnight baby!!
movies later ok?=)

see ya soon...
misses:*

lunch time*
willbestayinginoffice!

2009-09-06T01:57:00.002+08:00

piccs uploaded!!
birthdae!!

the place we went for our dinner=)

pineapple rice

fried cuttlefish
her fav kang kong

omg! im chillin somethign inside my mouth! lols

think the rice couldnt fit into my mouth!! haahha

rice for her!

hahaha.. look at the food that we left over... was sooo full... coulldnt starve much in...

but food was great!!!=)

after dinner headed to get cake... and back to her place...

its like 12pm... den we started to have the cake cutting....

but birthdae its over.. hahahhaa...(11!! and its my NUMBER)lols

and im like twenty! old enough.. =((

my advance celebrating with my gals on 02092009

my cheese cake...
my gals

ice creamsss

my first bowl of ice creamsss...

2009-09-05T23:37:00.002+08:00

lets get some update for my birthdae!!

actually didnt have any great birthday tis yr..
its seem to be like a normal day to mi..
and i gt to work in the morning...
den back to home...
no where else...

jus to have dinner den back home again...
have a cake cutting at 12pm? was like my birthdae is over ya...
~~no pics was taken, except my own pic~~

after tat was staying over her place..
cake cutting over her place too...
spend my day jus the two..

and this is wat my birthdae was...

dun feel sad anymore!

2009-09-03T12:58:00.003+08:00

alright!!

i gt my advance birthdae celebration after my work ytd with my gals!!
kimmy, jess and zeng=))

THANKS GUYS!!!

was planning for havin ~~buffet~~ but cancel, ~~ktv~~ , and ended up at ION for SWENSEN.. lols

but before tat had some junk food(fatterning) while shoppin around at far east...
so i jus gt ICE CREAM BUFFET!!! was dame awsome kind!
but couldnt have all the 50 diff kinds of it! cakes, and brownie, waffles, and lots more... =))

ended our dinner at 11pm..
took lots of funny photo.. hahaha..
den train back to yishun..
den to sembawang..
cos sudden intend to go loyang for prayer..
so back to jess place and drive to loyang...

reached home at 2.20am...
was tired!!
and chat awhile on phone den to dreamland=)

photo will be uploaded soon!

2009-09-01T23:22:00.004+08:00

i knew it!
but u jus didnt say..
i jus dun like you to hide things to urself.
i know i will be sad.
even though u nt telling.
i can guess wat is happening..

5 msg to you...
no replys.
6 calls to u but...
hp off..

i will be strong!
i hold my tears
im going be strong

its really hurt when i see u cryin
the more i hug u the more u cry..
its really really hurt inside my heart.
but still i hold back my tearsss
TEARSsssssssssssss to TEARs

and pls cheer up alright!!
pls pls pls pls pls...
stop thinkin.
get an early slp as u have nt slp from ytd=(
headache!!!

iwillowasbetherewhenyouneedmi=)

2009-09-01T12:59:00.002+08:00

its been long since i change my blogskin=)
and decided to change to something really simple kind..

working and working..
no time for her/us..
lesser mit up for us.
no time acc her.
as i have to work from morning till evening..
im sorry baby.=(

really not use to it right?
as everyday i will be right beside you in early morning..

but nw...

i know u're bored...
but i will try my best to be wit you whenever im free ok..
jus the two of us!

ytd after work went back to yishun to mit her..
and had our dinner at ljs..
den back to my place till 10 plus..
and home=)

im tired this few days!
have been working..
wakin up early morning..
slp at late night..
(is nt ur fault!)
cos i cant slp when the clock doesnt reach midnight=))

and ya!

my birthdae is coming!!!
3 more day to go..
but sad thing is tat i still have to work on my birthdae=(
lets hope i will have a better surprise birthdae!

2009-08-29T21:52:00.002+08:00

weekend!!!!

as usual ytd went to work...
ended at 6pm..
den headed to her place..
cos have nt been seeing for like dayss!
miss her much!
doubt she is nt missing mi...

cabbed home..
as i receive 9missed callss from them.. hahah...
was actually miting my gals over to dbl o..
but ya.. didnt go with them..

but they keep askin mi over..
as we have not been like gathered for a long time..
so back home..
quickly gt change and stuff...
and cabbed down...
high high high!!!
dance to the max!!!
everything ended at 3am....

den cab back to her place and stay!!

idoubticanstilholdon:(
itsreallymakinmiconfused!
justellmiwatuwant.

2009-08-26T22:41:00.002+08:00

had a tiring day!
work work work...
ended work at 6pm...
mit kimmy and jess over at nscc..
cos jes was donating blood!! =)
but was sad tat she couldnt donate...

after everything..
they acc mi to had my dinner at 925..
was planning to have ice cream at swensen..
but in e end nv...

went to shop around..
they gt mi a dress as my birthdae present!
thanks gals=)

weighing machine!!!

and the three of us went on it.. hahahha
RESULTS!!

why wouldnt you reply mi?

what have i done?

can i know?

are you busy?

2009-08-24T13:33:00.002+08:00

today is my first day of work!!
and im having my break in the office...
and im full=)
41/2 more hrs to go...

can wait to see her later..
imissyou!

movie later? hahhaa

2009-08-22T21:32:00.003+08:00

jus finish mahjonging over my place with her, ls, ld....
anyway its my bro 22 BIRTHDAE!!!
he is cooking 4 course meal for his frensss!!
and my hse is nw full of ppl... hahahha..

but im bored!!
cos im alone...
they went back le..
alone inside room...
and im hungry!!

its so unbearable to see you walked away!!
and i have started to miss you=(

2009-08-22T00:54:00.004+08:00

pic update:

this is the small pouch tat i did for her!
nice?hahaha..
and its my first time doing
and nobody teaches me,
and i learn it myself!
omg! im so proud of myself can! hahhahaha....
but there are mistake still den its good cos im beginner..=))
and i took mths to complete it.. lol.

went to mum shop to help her...
had my lunch with mummy...=)
den we went hair salon to trim my hair
cos im starting work on monday!!
(so fast!)=(
and i haven got my office wear and stuff.. lol

went to trim my hair and hair treatment...
mum went to cut her hair too.. hahah..
after tat cab down to her place...
help them with some stuff..
and had our dinner at 11pm!
late right? hahhaa...

everyone is TIRED..

2009-08-20T18:04:00.002+08:00

i FAILED my FTT again!!=(

so sad.. couldnt have a surprise from her...
cos she say if i passed she got something for mi!
but now!
no more!! next FTT after my birthdae!
5sep09..
wish me GOODLUCK!=))

and ya.. my birthdae is coming.. hahaha
4 SEP 2009!!

went back to her place...
and mahjong session!!!
ok ya.. we are really cravy for mahjong nowaday can.. lols....

2009-08-19T23:51:00.003+08:00

i just simply hate myself!

im no longer that ~~sweet~~, ~~gentle~~, ~~stupid~~, ~~silly~~, and will ~~tolerate~~ ppl attitude de BER!

like no longer ppl loves and adore and likes!

belinda is sad today..

cry like hell..

keeping things to herself

its hurt seeing that on the phone!

really! and its true!

really hurt deep inside my heart...

once and last!

and belinda is having a serious HEADACH!

belinda did a silly thing today!

im sorry!

2009-08-18T22:36:00.004+08:00

im back!=)

has been quite busy for the past few days..

planning my qingaide wedding and stuff..

attend her wedding tat night.
hve a great fun pranking eesan before allowing him to the hse=)
everybody is so tired..

didnt slp tat night

ALL THE BEST QINGAIDE=)

happy marriage !

and oso having mj session this few days!

is like craving of MJ can.. hahaha...

everyday without fail..

2009-08-13T21:48:00.004+08:00

im just a FUCKER as u say.
need you then msg u, dun need you, den i wont reply.
jus say all you want.
scold all u want.

how would i know your everything?
the first time we shouted on the phone!
first time we quarrel!

jus do wat u are happy with

why cant u all jus be more understanding?=(

2009-08-12T23:41:00.004+08:00

everything is blank!
stuffing all the pains that i have inside my heart..
leaving all questions in my brain.

i do have the same feeling as you!!!
did you know?
im so troubled by you.
i feel so confuse.
why cant it jus stopped?

again and again
repeating and repeating
going through the same things again.

amitheone?
we knew that our heart still belong together

2009-08-10T00:18:00.002+08:00

8aug09

went out to celebrate jess birthdae..
tgt with kimmy and hao..
went orchard shop. den down to bugis to have steamboat!
at TIAN TIAN HUO GUO..
didnt really eat much.. was like so full..
i like the TOM YAM SOUP!
shiok and nicee=))

after steamboat den to have dessert ..
and cakess=)
couldn starve in anymore..
jus like bursting out. hahahaha..
den to get my dress! and back home...

9aug09

HAPPY 44 BIRTHDAE SINGAPORE!

spend my national day at her place.
totally jus like a normal day=(
playing mahjong all day!
watching NDP on tv..
see firework at home..

spend my last year national day firework in the CAB tgt with her! hahahahhaa...

2009-08-06T01:16:00.002+08:00

HAPPI 10 MONTH!

baby and sing came over my place ytd midnight...
MAHJONG!

till morning 7 plus
and headed down to ssdcl to book my FTT..

den back to her place..
GOODNITES=)

slp till around 2 plus 3pm..
went down to have our lunch and slack over at under blk till 7 plus..
and back to her place for dinner=)

stay over till around 12.30am and bused back home=)

wanna get her the surprise...
but............=(

and im done with my stitching of the small little pouch for her..
pic will be uploaded soon..
and made agar agar for her..
but she haven got to eat it. lols...

ps: hope u like the pouch tat i stitch for you=)
(stitch for about 1 month plus to complete it!)

iloveyou

2009-08-02T00:42:00.003+08:00

sorry tat i break wat i said to you...

was supposed to reach her place at 9.15am
but.. im late..
woke up at 10.15am..
quickly got up and gt prepare at cabbed down..

was supposed to go out at 11.30..
but we slept till 1pm!!
den headed down to had lunch with sing and ling...

waited her jas to reach den bused down to suntec for the application of the casino dealer.
after tat when shop around there...
den train down to bugis..
shopping time!!
the feeling of shoppin was great..
got lots of stuff.
and spend over $150!!

got my CASIO GOLD WATCH,
she wanted to get mi my perfume but..
i doesnt want..
cos its ex
so paid myself
and she gt mi a VINTAGE BAG
cos she say its nice=)
thanks baby!!

and oso to get my shoes
and pants..

and shopping...
went to search for atm..
and we saw DURIAN!!
so feel like eating.. hahahaa..

called jas and sing to ask whether they wanted to eat..
cos they were still shopping.. lol
so waited for them...

DURIAN TIME!!!
hahahahahaa

and bused back to yishun to have our dinner cum supper!!!=))
home sweet home.

2009-07-27T01:31:00.002+08:00

was supposed to hav MJ session over my place...
but....
all of us fall aslp...
was really too tired...

woke up early in e morning
to have some prayer...

den she went to hav breakfast with family..
and was saying tat after bathing den come over to my place..
who know...

after bathing...
slack at home till fall aslp..
and i waited till i fall aslp too.. hahahaha..

so ended up miting at 6 plus..
and headed to mustafa...
when we were in the bus..
we pass by those street and saw lots of indian...
really dame lot la... so scary man!
so sudden change of places..=)
den bused to cityhall..
den to hav our dinner at POPEYE

tot there were lots of ppl
and who know...
not tat much ya..

after ordering and come to my mind why nobody..
for wat i guess is..
there were no BISCUIT and WHIPPED POTATO!!!!

the reason why we went there is to have the WHIPPED POTATO..
but too bad.... couldnt get it...

same old thing what she will do over there..
watching the POPEYE SHOW...

after dinner...
went touring at the flyer with her....
took some pics too.=)

and its time to get back home!

2009-07-24T01:11:00.003+08:00

brought her a bag of apples today and bring it up to her place...
the apple is so sweet!!=)
plus its from mi... TRIPLE SWEETNESS!!
hahhahhhaahahahah

went to orchard for interview tgt with her, LS,and Jas..

after interview...
went paragon to mit grace and amanda...
as was waited for fabian and terry to reach...
had a gathering cos terry will be goin to NS 2moro!! =((
will be missing him so much...
make our day full of laughter...
dunno when will we be miting again!! do take care ya=)
had our dinner at Xin wang Hong Kong cafe..

after tat..
had photo session...
den to ION...
but most of the shop were close..
cos is like already late...
den slack over at mac for awhile cos fabian is going clubbing...

den train back to khatib...
took our own sweet time sitting over at the bus stop chatting ..
happily chatting all the way..=))
till the fourth bus was here den home sweet home...=)

an apple a day keeps the doc away!!

2009-07-23T00:36:00.003+08:00

woke up early in e morning to acc her to doc..
was raining heavily..
and im late!!
so took cab down to polyclinic..
less den half an hr and we are done.=)

sudden downpour..
heavy rainssssssssssssss....
its hard to get a taxi there
asthere were no shelter for ur to hire a cab..
so stood inside quite awhile.
den cab back to khatib to have our breakfast..
tat was like so early..
9am and we are having a great breakfast.. hahahha...
den back to her place...

started to slack on bed and slp slp slp till afternoon!!

went to mit kimmy at tpy..
but ended up she came from TTS to khatib to wait for mi cos im nt ready yet..
sorry.
den to tpy...
went to get our slipper and walk around and back to yishun for dinner?
yupp.. KFC over at her place..

while we were on the way to get our dinner...
saw this weighing machine so decided to get on to the machine...
and guess wat...
I LOSE 6KG!!!
happy=))
but i need to lose more weight!!!!

after eating when to mit her over at kimmy place there and walk to NP den bus back to khatib... pasamalam>slack>playing cards>home=)

2009-07-20T23:21:00.002+08:00

jus reached home..
cabbed back..

not even a glance...
waiting for u at tpy mrt..
old place..
but no sign of u...
train was here..
and i couldnt see u..
decided to wait for till i see u..
but i keep looking for you..
and ya...
i saw u...
few doors infront..

so quickly get in the train....
drop down as the same place as urs...
but i lost YOU!

waiting for u at the bus stop...
hope tat i could see u there..
but after 15 min...........
no sign again..

den back to pasamalam to look for u...
cant see u...

walk to 855...
nobody..

know tat u are save and reached home..
den walk to bus stop and cabbed back....

im sorry!!!

doubt ur anger is down now...=(
once u feel like texting mi den text mi...
wait till u stop...
den sms mi..

imwaiting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-17T23:33:00.003+08:00

went out with my gal ytd..
and finally!!!
we three mit up..
didnt have the chance to like mit out jus the three of us...

went town for shopping!!
den to suntec city den to marina square...
took alots of photo tgt..
really having a great time..
but the time is short

sorry..
have to go early..
hope u guy understand..
so hope tat we could mit up often ok?

around 6 plus headed back tgt..
headed back to yishun to mit some of my bball teamates to celebrate pen advance birthdae...

and tats all...
buaii buaii..
shall upload the pic soon!
stay tune!!
=)

oh ya..

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO CHARM!!!!

(16 july 2009)

2009-07-12T00:46:00.002+08:00

went to watch transformer with her on sat..
after my work..
she came down to tpy and waited for mi
den headed down to amk for the show...

was so cold while we are watching..
though i had my jacket..
cos she was so cold la..
den share tgt.. lols..

after tat..................

we went???
hahaha

2009-07-08T01:11:00.004+08:00

ytd after work...
jess mit mi over to my place...
slack over at my hse..
sudden wanted to drink...
but couldnt find any nice liquor..
so went down to see is there's shop for us to get liquor cos its midnight!
walk walk walk..
and finally saw this mama shop..
went over to see if there liquor..
and yes and lots...=)
decided to get chivas back.. a
nd it cost onli $60 buck!!!
dame cheap...
back to my hse..
and start drinking!!
didnt drink much cos working the next day..
jess wanted to drink..
so acc her lo..

she went back at 3am..
left few hrs to slp den to work...

woke up at 8 plus..
get prepare..
reach her hse at 9.30am...
slp slp and slp...
till 11 plus...
den she hav to wake up and get prepare and i continue to slp.. hahahhaa..

after that sing msg mi..
and i realized that
im not working today!!!
decide for a long time whether to go work or not to...
and blah blah blah...
=(=(=(=(=(

end up back home..
before that went to cold storage..
sudden intention to cook something for her...
and surprise for her...
(cos we had a quarrel before that)
its has been long since i cook for her...
after we start to work...
really dun have the time to cook for her...
and ya...
get those cooking stuff and back home for cooking...
done with the cooking..
den to bath
and headed down to shop to pass her the lunch

hope u enjoy the lunch that i cook!!

guess its not tat nice anymore..
and doubt those food were hot ya...
due to her busyness
didnt get to eat immediately..
after few hours den she gt the time to eat..

after tat when to sunplaza to mit jess.
cos she brought jomaine out!!
she's really really very cute!!
i think i have fallen in love with her.. hahahahhaha..
went shopping there..
den eat over at mac den back to jess hse.
cos its time for jomaine to drink milk...
stay over at her place till late night

cute right! =)

train to kahtib to mit baby and sing..
ate at mac again..lols
den slack den back home

2009-07-03T22:47:00.003+08:00

again!

have u ever know wat u are doing?

have u think before u do?

have you ever think of mi?

have u ever put urself into my shoes and think...

have u said u r wrong?

why am i owas the one who apologies?

have u ever feeling guilty?
yes u do!

SO? did u change?
why izzit still the same?
did i see any improvnment...

you once told mi..........................................................

its owas so heart broken whenever u show mi ur attitude when there nth happening..
its owas so random...
shouted at mi...

do u feel it?
do u ever have that feeling b4
u dun know how izzit feel...

now is nt u scared of mi..
is i scared of u...

i know u start to dislike mi...
u said i have change
cos of giving u attitude
and being fierce to you..

why am i crying for?
i cried when im in working
i cried when im in the train
i cried when im walking back home
i cried when im showering
i cried when im typing

u used to see mi when i cry
u used to hug mi when i cry
u used to give mi ur shirt to wipe my tears
u used to be heart broken when u see mi cry
u used to ask mi nt to cry
u used to lend mi ur shoulder when i cry

but nw?

u dun even care when i cry
u hate when i cry
u feel irritated when i cry
u ignore mi when i cry
u dun even bother to giv mi a tissue when i cry
u will angry when i cry
u dun even lift up ur head to see mi when i cry
not even a glance
u nv ask mi why
u wont stop mi from crying
u jus carry on with ur thing when i cry

will i be alone?

2009-07-01T01:22:00.002+08:00

why are u takin it so seriously??
its really heart broken la...
u should know when to angry and stuff ya...
somemore its lik a small joke onli...

and we had to like quarrel..
and kept quiet foe like 5 plus to 9pm..
its really suck man..
the feeling really suck!!
im like so tired of quarreling..

working in the same place...
facing one another..
keep quiet, u do ur thing i do my things...
the place is like so quiet!!

i hate!

2009-06-28T23:46:00.002+08:00

ytd went bed quite early...
slp till midnight..
sudden woke up...
but nt waken up by her msg...
suddenly receive a msg..
was thinking who will msg mi at this time..
and its her...

she asked mi whether am i slping...
so i reply her..
den was chatting quite a while.
den she told mi that she cant slp.. fever, head pain body was so hot..
im like so worry...
wanted to cab down over to her place...
but afraid that she woke up her parents..

she was so weak that she cant even wake up..
totally no strength...
wanted to bring her to doc..
but she say dun want..
ask her nt to work today...
morning den bring her to see doc...
but keep insisting...

no choice but to ask her to apply medical oil over her head and her nose..
feeling better after that..

so acc her msg...
till like 5 plus..
and i ask her to close her eye and rest...

so we went to zzz...

alarm at 7am..
cos i told her tat if morning she is still having fever den i will bring her to doc...
but she say she is fine...

went work early today..
went to get things for her...
and oso herbal tea...
(though i know u dun like to drink but u still have to ya)
and yes... she drink all finish... =)

pls take good care ok?
if 2moro still nt feeling well den rest at hm ok...
dun go work le...
baby pls drink more water hor....
and stop eating those heaty stuff hor...
sick still happily eating...
i so wish that i could be by ur side taking care of you..
but cant..
2moro have to work morning shift..

2009-06-26T23:58:00.002+08:00

didnt slp for the whole night ytd...
dunno why..
jus cant get to slp..
but im tired...

after work
(did we had our dinner ytd)
omg!! im like forget la... lols...

but i know..
after we went back...
we were like so awake...
even though had a long day of work...

midnight 3am..
trying to get myself to slp..
cos im working morning shift..
we were msging the night...
both couldnt get to slp..
so awake..
so was like 3am plus..
told each other to try to slp..

after for like half an hour to one hour...
receive a msg from her asking whether im aslp..
and yupp...
im dame awake...
so she called mi...
chatting chatting through the nights..
till morning7am..

so went to gt prepare and mit for breakfast at MAC!!=)
after that headed to work...

hope im able to fall aslp quickly and easily tonight!!
lets wish we had a wonderful slp tonight..
pray hard!!

2009-06-25T00:36:00.003+08:00

today is the last day of our OFF..
gonna stat work 2moro...
omg.. its real fast 3 day...

today went over to her place in the morning...
zzzz till like 2 plus...
gt prepare and stuff...

went out tgt with LS and her...
had our lunch at 925 laksa!
yummy!!=)

den headed down to bugis...
and its shopping time..

didnt gt lots of stuff...
was suppose to get dress and shoes for my cousin wedding...
but hais...
cos of some reason..

and i jus gt a top for myself...
and guess wat she brought...
she brought 5 top la...
and i went to get a vest for her...
hope you like it=)

total spending was like more den $100!!
broke....
work work work for money...

after tat we went to amk for movie...
was intendin to watch transformer..
but tickets were all sold ouT!!!
too bad...
so went there walk walk...
and back to home town for dinner...
and slack....
teach her how to drive bike...
cos i know.. hahahha....

BIKE LICENSE!!!

2009-06-24T00:13:00.004+08:00

im sorry tat i have neglected my blog!!
and yeah!! finally after so long...
we are OFF...
what we had planned..

SUN after work straight to mit chai min over at tamp...
had our dinner and walk around tamp one...
den to pasir ris for tenting with her for 3 day 2 night...
the weather was so hot can...
till we were like sweating.. lols...
couldnt slp la...
so decided to went for a walk and star under the beach...
den we were deciding not to tent anymore...
cos we couldnt stand the hotness !!

MON so the next day morning pack up..
and back to her hse...
went to ntuc to get stuff...
cos im cooking for her...
den cabbed home...
preapration of cooking and stuff...
watch show>slp>mahjong...
but onli the both of us.. hahahhahaa....
den evening time went to mit bekah for bball...
queenie and fran was there too...=)
after dinner walked back to bekah house...
cos we wanted to bath queenie..

den mini mahjong session over there...

after tat cabbed back to her place...
cos staying over there...
but i have to wait alone till her mum went back room to slp den i can go in her hse...
guess wat...
i waited alone down stair for 2 and a hour la...
somemore was like midnight..
its scary can..
was so bad tat my phone was off due to low batt!!
from 12am waited till 2.30am!!
so gt change and bed time...

TUES slp till afternoon...
woke up and bath den prepare lunch for her while she is happily slpin.. lols...
after eating get prepare and to mit bekah and queenie to sembawag shop>sun plaza to get those steamboat stuff...

we are having steamboat at fran hse!!
cabbed to fran hse..
get prepare those stuff for steamboat!! hahaa

really enjoyed ourselves there..
happily laughing cos of fabian and bekah..
hahaha...
really hav a great time tonight...
shall mit up again alright? =)

2009-06-15T23:37:00.002+08:00

went tenting with baby charm n wei zhen on sat night....
they came shop to mit us...
after work straight headed to pasir ris..
boss drive us over...

was so cold tat night..
hugging mi tightly to slp..
so warm..=)
didnt stay up too late..
cos we are tired..
somemore i hav to work the next day..

woke up in the morning..;
bath all pack up..
headed to hav breakfast at mac..
den baby acc mi to work..
den back home slp...

after work when back to mit baby to hav dinner tgt with sing...

i enjoy the day tgt with u...

2009-06-08T23:42:00.004+08:00

APPLETEY U ARE SO GREAT MAN!!

win liao lo...hahaha

lets see who gt the most ugly picss taken..
i know its lame...
who cares..

2009-06-07T23:06:00.004+08:00

pics at dbl o

pls dunnnnn!!=p

five ten.. u r losing.. hahah

2009-06-06T22:43:00.002+08:00

and ya..
im able to wake up for work today! lols..
and guess...

i went to work one hr early man...
how will i see wrongly.. hahaa..
maybe too tired..

half way to mrt station
and realized tat i saw the time wrongly...
so back to home...

2009-06-06T10:11:00.005+08:00

shall post wat im supposed to post bout ytd...

im off ytd..
as usual woke up at 9 plus even though im nt working..
dunno why...
had a surprise for her...
i went to order a bouquet of sunflower for her...
and was delivered ytd..
cos its happi 8...
she gt a shock of her life tat in the middle of work there flower for her...
hahahaa...
tat person did a mistake..
i was supposed to pass the person mochi icecream den tgt send it over..
know wat..
she actually forgotten about it...
so was the flower delivered onli...
so i have to like mit her for lunch and pass it to her...

i hope i nv make u embarrass ya...
i know u are!!! lols..

anyway i hope you like it so much!!

and not forget...
waited for her to end work and headed to novena foe dinner...
went in the adidas for some tops...
and baby brought mi my LITTLE JUNIOR!!
thanks so much!!
i really love it man...

baby potatos

tom yam seafood pasta..

and lastly was my LITLE JUNIOR

was supposed to mit my clique at 9.15.
and i was late.. i reach clarke quay t about 9.45pm..
rush down to dbl o ytd...
drink and drink dance and dance....
at around 2 we went to have mac..
den cabbed home at 3am..
and i still gonna work later on!!
tired...

pic on dbl o will be uploading soon!!

2009-06-03T23:28:00.002+08:00

end work early today...
went town to get something...
shop alone at far east..
den headed back to tpy..

and we finally had a wonderful dinner tgt...
it has been long tat we actually miss out those dinner tgt at fast food..
and ya...
today!!

after work went back to NP to have LJS..
so nice..=)
those memories are recalling..

iwantshopping..

2009-06-01T23:22:00.003+08:00

yeah!!
i brought a NEW PHONE!!
dun say i copy you hor!!!
tell you first.. hahahha

ps:
cheer up la.. its still a nice phone right? smile ok?

im tired

2009-05-31T20:32:00.003+08:00

mit her over at her place...
went upper thomson to have YONG TAO FU...
wa so FULL...

den bus to bugis..
walk awhile , den cab to amk for movies...
NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2...

but was like wantin to fall aslp kind..
didnt slp last late=(

den back home early tonight as i hav to work early in the morning...

happily drinking and photo... hahaha...
a little drunk le...
all thanks to Kenneth lo..

2009-05-31T11:02:00.002+08:00

went m)phosis to get shoes...
the shop is ina mess!!!
cos its SALES...

was crowded there...
total brought 3 shoes..
cos its all 50% - 70%

good deal...

its all about care....

2009-05-28T00:30:00.003+08:00

loving you is my greatest thing in my life nw...
loving you was a happiest in mi..
though i am not been treated well enough..
~~hurt by you...~~
those unhappy moments we had tgt..
and ya..
i accepted the facts...
i have to hold back my tears every nw and den...
i need to have the courage...

and its feel really sucks..
i wouldnt want to let you see mi cry out of sudden..
i have to hold back...

but i was happy that i once have you by my side..
being loved by you...
being there for mi..
being the one who take care of mi..
being there when i fall..
being there when i cry..
being sweet enough to cook for mi
using ur efforts to do all the things that you have done for mi...

i appreciated you so much!

if i could,
i would want to turn back the clock.
to the veri first time...
where you treated mi best...

i didnt blame...
and maybe it could be my fault that i treated you so well
till it become an relie to you...

your love give mi the feeling, that the best is still ahead
you never give up on mi, and that's what keep mi going

imissyoubaby!

2009-05-25T22:40:00.002+08:00

everything is going to be alright...

no matter wat...
my love for u will still be the same...
im waiting...

im missing you every moment....

the things i can do is waiting...
i love you!

2009-05-24T23:06:00.003+08:00

im no longer there to get wat u wanted...
and even ur breakfast lunch and dinner...
no longer doin anything for u..
and oso my FRIED RICE!!=)
miss it rite....
~~too bad...~~

from nw..
u have to do everything by urself...
jiayou ar!!>

we will see the result soon!!

2009-05-23T23:26:00.003+08:00

everything has stopped....
its a solution....

u mus take care of yourself alright...
i cant be there for u to take good care for u anymore...
pls be more INDEPENDENT !
jiayou...

and it has to be like tis...
dun worry...
i will be strong!
you too ok?

rmb to eat ur breakfast,lunch and dinner hor...

i will miss you badly in my heart!

huggin the things tat belong you u...
i couldnt hug u nw!

2009-05-21T22:17:00.003+08:00

wasnt really great....
things is gonna be wrong!
things gonna be changing...
its nt going to be the way we once said...

wat should i do?
do i have to keep insisting?
am i going to lie to myself?

nth could ever describe my feeling...

i couldnt stop crying once those things were in my mind..
even im watch show nw...
i still cry..
cos its similar to my situation...

2009-05-20T22:51:00.002+08:00

the things tat you say...
it keep running thru my mind again and again...
and keep repeatin and repeating..
it jus could go off..

and started to think n think alots....
and tears rolling down again and again...

iwillnvletyougo...

~~its all started bcos of YOU!~~

2009-05-18T21:58:00.002+08:00

im sorry!!!

after all i still care for u...
did you????

not even a msg...

i wanted but not
i tell myself nt to..
i have to control and nt throwing my temper at you..
tats why im owas like tis..
i swallow all the sadness in...
but why i have to?

~~there reason behind it...~~

imissyou...

2009-05-15T23:15:00.002+08:00

was totally veri tired today..
its nt working tired but was nt enough slp ytd..=(
and my poor baby is having whole body aching nw...
(massage)

turn in soon alright...
have a good early rest tonight..
and stop watching tat show hor..
(so am i)
im freaking tired la
eyes closing but still wanna watch..

by 11.30pm u should be in the room resting le k?
(u said awhile hor..)

rest well tonight
and choing for 2moros business...
jiayou gals...

poor us...
having burned scar!!!
pls apply med alright baby..
cos ur burn is the worst..
(heartpain)

slp early baby...
im going to slp soon...
nitexs everyone!
slp tight=)
miss mi alright.. haaha...

2009-05-14T23:56:00.002+08:00

baby came over today...
fried spicy wedges for you!!
nice rite?
hahahha....

mei sing over at tpy..
went for interview...

den back t baby hse
den watch TWILIGHT

den dinner over at amk KFC...
yummy!!!=)

back to slack..

2009-05-11T23:44:00.004+08:00

jux came back celebrating belated mother day..
im so FULL now..
cos before that went to eat mac with baby...

went over to mit baby in the afternoon for breakfast plus lunch tgt with sing and ling...

den back home play mahjong..
addicted..

den slp slp slp...

present from my baby=)
from malaysia

my fav bubble cushion

and three sheets of powerpuff girls stickers=)

thanks baby

im hugging it nw=)

2009-05-10T23:06:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER DAY MUMMY!

didnt have any celebration with mummy..

~~OMG~~ baby u lie to mi...
told mi u nt coming back with them...
but my 6 sense told mi tat u will be back...
dun xiao xiao hor..
my 6 sense veri accurate de lo...
but ur surprise has been ruin by yourself..
hahahha...
so miss you u know??

woke up in the morning to do those unfinished thingy
luckily i manage to finish it all in the evening time...
but im sorry baby...
i forget to gt myself herbal tea today

was wanted to bake cookies but no toaster.. s
o end up do chocolate cornflakes
its bell idea...
last min idea...

baby acc mi for dinner.
and oso to pass her the presentss..
hope you like it=)
went to slack awhile and back home....

im glad u are back!!

and where my present??

my present for you...
learn to fold turtles...
and was all inside the box,,,
sorry if its unperfect..
cos its my first time folding it.. =)

was my first time doing this oso..
anyhow anyhow onli...
will be perfect after a few times...lols..
this was really last min thingy..

the album...
didnt upload all the pages...
the days when there were no you

and this..
ur fav LA BI XIAO XIN!!

2009-05-09T14:05:00.005+08:00

ytd night when to mit my gals at clake quay...
waited for them like 1 hr plus...
so went to hav my dinner alone=(
poor mi...

met birthdae gal at 9 plus..
den walked over to ZICRA
end up to REBEL
cos zicra havin an event..
after 11.30pm den its open for us...
so we went in to REBEL first > ZICRA > LUNAR

after all still find REBEL better..=)

gt myself a little drunk...
happily dancing over at the dance floor..
hahhaa... was really crowded...

cab home at 2am
fun day gals

its the second day....
i really miss you baby...
no matter hw fun i play..
my heart still thinking of u every sec

2009-05-08T12:59:00.003+08:00

im back from khatib..
when to mit baby for breakfast...

and nw baby has gone to malaysia..
and i wouldnt know how long will she be there...
and i didnt know when will she be coming back..

and i really started to miss her so badly!!!!!!!

its really not use to it without her..
no calls or anything...

but i will still wait for ur calls and msg....

* baby pls take care good care of yourself alright...
dun fall sick hor..
i will for sure know u will grow FATTER!
ah ma owas cook nice food! =)
i will be waiting for you return...

i love ur smile.. imissyoubaby

2009-05-08T00:22:00.002+08:00

went out with jess today...
went bugis shop..
it been long since i shop..
feel so sian after walking few time...
like so tired...
keep yawnin while shopping..
maybe i lose interest in SHOPPING!! hahahhhaa

brought tops today..
didnt really spent much...
brought mochi ice cream of my baby..
hope you like it..=)

babyimgonnamissulikehell!!!!
really???
ihopeiwontcryanymore...
baby i will wait for you..

baby dun heart itchy itchy hor...
surprisess.. =))

2009-05-06T23:30:00.003+08:00

its all hidden... hidden with lies comfort pls... living jus like loneliness

*drinking liquor alone

我不会犯你犯过的错误#
我不会让我自己#
导致我的心情如此苦恼#
我不会破坏你的方式#
你坚强的倒下#
我已经学会那条艰辛的道路#
去不让它永远都到那里为止#
因为你#
我从来不远离人行道#
因为你#
我学会在安全的地方玩耍所以就不会受伤#
因为你#
我发现很难去相信自己以及所有在我身边的人#
因为你#
我害怕#
我迷失方向#
在你指出问题的不久前#
我不能哭#
因为你知道我的弱点#
我被迫去微笑.大笑,在我的生命当中的每一天#
我的心不可能碎# 甚至当它一开始就不是完整的#
因为你#
我从来不远离人行道#
因为你#
我学会在安全的地方玩耍所以就不会受伤#
因为你#
我发现很难去相信自己以及所有在我身边的人#
因为你#
我害怕#
我看着你死去#
我听见过你每天晚上在床上哭泣#
我当时太小#
你应该知道一些比依靠我更好的办法#
你从来没有考虑过别人的感受#
你只看见自己的伤痛#
现在我在深夜里哭泣#
也是为了同样谴责的事#
因为你#
我从来不远离人行道#
因为你#
我学会在安全的地方玩耍所以就不会受伤# 因为你#
我尽我最大努力去忘记所有事#
因为你#
我不知道如何容纳任何人#
因为你#
我为我的生活感到羞耻因为它是空的#
因为你#
我害怕#
因为你#
因为你#

livinginfullofmemories

2009-05-06T03:32:00.002+08:00

and im crying again nw for the same dame thing!

*thanks gals for ur concern!
avis,jess

2009-05-05T22:17:00.004+08:00

happy 7!!

slp in the morning 7am
and woke up at 11am
jus dunno why couldnt get to slp...
have been thinking so much...
jus let it be hw its suppose to be like..
i dun even dare to think...

had mj today
and fried rice...

你在我心里占了这个位置
才能对你透露所有心
事眼前的一切风风雨雨
需要我们携手坚持
我在你的心里有多少位置
只有你自己最能够解释
我相信这答案是我乐意
见到的唯一表示

很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的
很想说你是否听见了
很想说你真的忘记了
爱了就有坚持理由
别说我会留在路口不会走
爱你会直到最後

~~prepared!~~

2009-05-05T00:02:00.001+08:00

clueless

i have nth more to say

2009-05-04T01:08:00.007+08:00

i really so afraid...
had a veri bad cry ytd..
after you tolda mi something
i jus really feel like jumpin down
i m really gonna gone crazy

had a chat ytd midnight
was cryin and crying none stop...
everything is fine nw..
back to normal..
i hope we can be even better den nw.

really had s great chat jus nw..
over at bottle tree...
do share lots of ur things with mi ok..
cos i dun wan to see u sad over so much thing..
cos u will feel better and happier after telling mi right..
i will try to understand ok..
so dun worry i will nt be sad after hearing ok..?
dun feel like goin back
was really having so much great chat ya?
even u are saying things tat will make mi sad..
but baby..
i will owas be there for you ok?
will be ur listener ok?
lets cheer up alright my baby?=)

i really cant lose you baby..
i really dunno wat should i do if you are nt in my life anymore...
i jux felt lonely...
youaremybabynomatterwat

imissyoudearlybaby
<3>

there is owas a beautiful memories in us

2009-05-03T01:22:00.001+08:00

speechless

wat am i going to do if u really leave mi?
~~ireallyknowuwillleavemisoon!~~
ihopeicanbehappywithyou

cryingfordaysandnights