The Secrets ♥

Wednesday, July 30, 2008 { 3:13 PM }

im like so down and sad can.. something make mi dame sad la..
early in e morning gt a message.. n its from aiai..
im like totally dunno wats going on ya..
n she jux send tis msg to mi.. its nt i dun wanna reply u ya..
is cos i dun know my phone rang and ya..
grace told mi tat u msg mi and i was like wondering..
hw coms u msg her and nt mii.. so went to my bag n took out my phone n saw ur msg..
wanted to reply u but grace reply n called u le..
so wats the point of sending u back the same msg yA..
IM NT GIVING ATTITUDE. im like explanin the thing to u and nt making things bad ya... understand... but u misunderstanding my words of saying. =[

im like totally no mood for lesson la.. haix..
and was like waited for ur msg n u didnt even reply mi..
do u understand hw im feeling rite nw!! arrrrrrrrrr.. l
ike so fan can.. can u like put urself into my shoes n think for mii??
hope u will know hw im feeling.. im like dunno wat to do nw..
should i ignore u or .........=[

I cried today...
not because I missed you or even wanted you
but because I finally realized
I'm going to be alright without you

HAPPI birthdae bekah!! =]

3.34pm

us came back from 805.. ya.. went to celebrate bekah's birthdae..

we were like playing liao siao one la..

surprise her with cake and preseent... after cutting the cake.. DRINK!! den police came..

but nth happen... jus jot down our IC.. after tat ook lots of pics la..
and was like crazy de.. lol.. after tat... MAGGI MEE TIME!! haha..
some of them is like DRUNK liao la.. was like quarreling over something ya..

and ya.. im nw like drunk too.. but little onli... =] still awake de.. lol...

gt to like go write my script for my prsentation 2moro..

buaii buaii...=]

12.29pm

Tuesday, July 29, 2008 { 11:03 PM }

PICs!!

Saturday, July 26, 2008 { 1:32 AM }

im like so tired today...

morning call from aiai at 5am.. mit her for breakfast at 744.. after tat send mi to skool.. haha.. so nice of her ya.. :) thanks ai:))

dame happy can.. no exam.. haha. postpone to tues.. somemore i nv even go study la...

after skool stay in skool to do my board.. board tat is for my aiai.. cos today is her last match.. haha.. jux have the urge to do something for her.. ahaha..

stay in skool till lik 5pm den after went to wrap the board.. and headed to RP... lots of ppl..

its was like so exciting.. cos the score was dame close la.. but in the end ITE WON!! YEAHH!! :))

after they receive their throphy.. went to find aiai and pass her the thing la.. OMG!! so shy can.. dunno wat to say when i saw her.. and ya.. she was oso shy la.. lol... and after tat headed home.. TIRED!! and nw im doing my project.. YAWN!!.. receive msg from aiai saying...:

oh my gosh!! i swear you're dame sweet la.

i really like it alot. thanks ber.

the same goes to u,

i'll nt leave u alone

was happy tat u like it verii much.. :)

gtg and do my project liao.. and have to go zzzz le..

DAME TIRED

2am

Wednesday, July 23, 2008 { 4:11 PM }

hello:))

have nt been blog like 5 day ya...
things between us is like.. MESS!! :(

SAT
went out wit darling.. acc him till night time.. cos ya.. its PENGIN'S actual birthdaee... charm called mi and say wanted to gib her surprise.. and ya.. agree!! so mit her at somerset after her work... took train to somerset den back yishun... suggest to put the cake at aiai de hse.. cos have tyo wait for penguin till lik 12 plus.. scared melt.. so went to aiai de hse.. stay at her hse till penguin reach hm.. and ya.. waited for LY to reach hm la.. slow!! called her dun wan ans.. is like so suai la.. pen saw charm at her blk.. and we was like bluff her tat we nv come out.. in the end she saw charm.. wahahahaha... :)) LOL!! wait for LY to reach aiai blk.. den walk to mit them.. she was like so surprize la.. haha... after tat...cut the cake etc.. den went to NP mac.. darling called! and as like scold mi la den gib attitude la... ask mi to go hm... i mean is like .. y cant i stay out with my fren.. anithing wrong mehx... say till like wan come mac and hit my fren.. pls la... its my fren birthdae rite... and u were like make my mood so bad!!

he came... and ask mi to go over swensen and talk.. talk talk talk... and he started to gib attitude la.. say wan break... den kick the helmet... la... den everybody was like seeing us.. somemore shout so loud la.. aiai,avis,LY,charm and pen came over.. cos they scared he hit mi..

so charm came n ask mi to go... den i say dun wan.. cos i know he wont hit mi... den he scold charm... WTH la!!.. anithing wrong when my fren ask mi to go... and they started to quarrel la.. den he wan to hit charm la... and BLAH BLAH BLAH!! haiz.. i really dunno hw to face my fren nw la.. make mi so difficult.. haix:( im like so fan la... after all.. went to aiai hse stay... and u know wat!! he ask mi nt to mix with them.. pls la.. u ask mi nt to mix with them.. tat mean u r asking to quit my bball.. NO WAY!! i wont quit my bbal and my fren la...

cant u jux gib mi FREEDOM!! y mux i owas be with u everyday... y cant u jux let mi be with my fren sometime..

i really dunno hw long cant we still last if u keep on like tat.. haix...

SUN
wake up at 2pm.. after tat went back home from aiai hse... cos mitting mummy all to changi.. cos going to CHEW interior design to ask them to design my hse... moving hse in OCT!! yEAH!! total spent was like $30,000.. so EX.. but shall turn out veri nice la.. ahaha... after tat went to bugis eat den brought some stuff and headed hm and rest.. so tired...

YTD..
having SnW lesson... but nv attend.. cos have t donate blood.. so cant!! later veri tired.. i was like so scared la... but aniwae.. nt pain at all la... 11.30am went to register and was done at 2pm.. long ya. haha.. after everything.. was like so giddy la.. and hungry... somemore after skool still have to go bbal training.. TIRED!! teacher dun allow us to train.. so slept till hey finish training.. den after headed to j8 to have dinner.. :)) den back HM!!:) slp slp slp..

4.42pm

Saturday, July 19, 2008 { 3:43 AM }

today nv go skool again... cos of penguin..

HAPPII 18 BIRTHDAE PENGUIN!!

mit LY at khatib .. den mit the rest at j8 ljs...
celebrate penguin de birthdaee..
she was like so happi..
gt a big big surprize from us...
brought ballon for her.. and oso 2 dumpling...
haha..:))

after tat.. went to yishun to get spec for aiai..
rush dw to rp to pass to her.. but she start her match le.. too late...
watch her match.. but she did nt play veri well oso.. dunno y..

went to get cheese cake for penguin... :)
after match went yishun to have dinner. den headed to aiai hse..
den went back hm with qingaide...

n nw.. im toking on the phone with LY...:))

later qingaide will be going to genting le..
n ya.. i will miss her deeply la.. haha..
misses!!!

3;50am

Wednesday, July 16, 2008 { 3:00 PM }

tis few days was like so busy and tiring!!

went RP on monday to watch aiai de match..
first game VS NYP.. and ya they won!! haha..
brought aiai a NIKE towel, bottle.. and oso made a card for her..
to encourage her... jiayou.. haha...
stitch her name on the towel.. lol.. but was like so nt nice la..
to mi.. first time stirch thing lo.. so cant blame if its nt nice.. lol..
and also.. this few day cant use my laptop....
cos i lend it to aiai.. cos she need it for her attachment.. for like
3months la.. but when i need it i will take back from her.. and
she will be staying at jurong la.. for 1 week. and i cant take from her this one week..

and she promise mi to stay at yishun after tat one week la..
but oso dunno will anot.. later bluff mii..

shall update those photo when my laptop is back!!

my whole body is aching la... training and sw on the same day.. tiring...

and ya.. later goinh RP to watch match again.. !!
today combine ITE VS TP.. jia you guys!!

and also nt to forget ...
today is CHARMANINE"S BIRTHDAEE!!!
and also u will get lots of surprise in RP.. ahha...
aniwae hope u like the card i make for u.. loves!!

HAPPII SWEET 18th BIRTHDAE CHARMAINE!!!

shall go n have a nap while waiting for teamates to finish skool!
nitexx!!:))

3.13pm

loves!!
<3

Friday, July 11, 2008 { 11:30 PM }

SORRY AR!! HAVE TO READ FRM THE BOTTOM!!

went bugis buy slipper and earring..

wake up in the afternoon went mustafa wit darling and also mit my dad over there... go there shopp shopp... and also went there to find my bag.. im like so luck la... f ound tat bag and its like last one already.. after tat look for clothes but nth to buy.. s o decided to go to the watch categories.. saw my adidas watch la.. so nice.. daddy say u want den buy lo.. haha.. so good of him.. love!! total is $130..
thankss daddy!!

adidas bag

adidas watch

after tat went to mit boyfren,grace,fabian,n penguin at THE CATHY to watch ITS A BOY GIRL THING!! dame nice la the show.. in the end so touching.. haha

today nv go skool again... ya cos ytd night went aiai hse help her tidy her stuff la..

so manii clothes la... help her fold her clothes nicely..

tidy her room.. den stay till midnight 2.. haha. den darling came n fetch mi home...

aiai gave mi a small bball.. so cute la.. she brought frm BeiJing.. so nice of her.. :))

12.11pm

Thursday, July 10, 2008 { 12:03 AM }

this few day need to go hm early cos acc mummyy to se hses... cos wanna move hse le:))

ytd after skool mit bbal mates at canteen... cos waiting for jy to end skool.. den after tat went j8 walk walk n also wait for corissa..:) went to all sport shop to look for towel.. so sad.. no towel!! so went back yishun with grace,jes n fabian... mit aiai at northpoint... pei them walk walk.. den after tat went to CWP cos ai wan get her stuff.. after buying her thing. and head back home..:) den wait for mummy to view hse..

today attend for 1 hr lesson and den skip EVM de lesson.. lol... mit teamates at canteen den after tat went simei for bballing:)) went hm at around 7 plus. cos need to view hse.:) saw YF in the bus.. hahah... so qiao.. ahha...

goodnight everyone!!

aniwae 2moro is ai de BTT!! wish ya good luck! mux pass OK?? haha...

GOOD LUCK AIAI!!!

ALL THE BEST FOR UR BTT :))

12.13am

Monday, July 7, 2008 { 12:46 PM }

SKOOL START LE!! but i didnt go aniwae... lol... dun have the mood to go la...

dame sian la... ytd night quarrel with him...:( jux bcos of the ZOUK thing...

wan go ZOUK with fren oso cant... like no freedom la...

wan go there go here oso cant... sian laaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!

bcos of this den wanna BREAK!! WTH... den say den after tat oso come back...

mei ku qi la... cos i know he wont break de jux for the seek of saying...

told him tat i dun dun care la.. i still wan to go.. ask mi choose ZOUK or HIM..

where gt this kind of thing de la... tupid la.. i oso dunno wat to choose la..

I WANT GO ZOUK ON THURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DUN CAREEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

oso nt everyweek go is jux like fren ask once a while den go de lo... :(

is like u dun TRUST mi la... u thing i will go there HONG ar... pls la..

NO GUYS OK!! but is LESBIAN NIGHT!! i think it will be fun la.. lol..

its going to rainn.. feel like going out la.. dun feel like staying at home!

Love is like a puzzle. When you're in love,

all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken,

it takes a while to get everything back together

1:09pm

Saturday, July 5, 2008 { 2:46 PM }

finally the four of us gather again.. its been like months tat we r tgt... happii:))

some pics taken on the bus(:

ytd same thing.. mit up kimmii n jess... waited at long john for them for so long lah... :( whilw waiting... someone sent mi a msg... i was like so shaocked la.. tot she sent to the wrong person.. but it wasn.. its sent to mi.. so called up qingaide.. told her la.. den she tld mi soething la.. de n my tears jux roll down from my eyes.. jux dunno y la... haix...:((

so decided to took some picss... to cold down myself la..

3.08pm